Friday, July 20, 2012

What's new?

Hello everyone. I have been...well...rather disconnected lately. Emotionally and spiritually. School is driving me nuts. I'm taking the hardest class I've taken so far (English 102) and it's stressing me out. I have an interview next week for a part time position that isn't really part time, but it could pay as much as $14/hour which is amazing for someone like me. I will also have an interview with a medical insurance company for their call center. I could make $15 an hour there. I really want that job. It's 13 weeks of training, but so worth it in my opinion. My boyfriend works in a call center for the cable company, and he started at $14 or so an hour and now he makes almost 18. That would be awesome if I could make that much before I finish college.

Spiritually, I don't know. I'm still Wiccan, but I have been too busy to do my morning and evening devotionals, my full and new moon rituals, etc. It's no excuse.

I've also started binge eating like a bitch. I have promised myself not to do it anymore. I'm taking a picture of myself every week from now on, until I'm at my goal weight.

I got a new iPhone 4S. It's amazing. I love it to death. I have a bunch of pagan-y apps on it already.

 I don't know. I just feel like there's a lot on my plate and I don't feel like I get enough recognition for how hard I work. I'm optimistic and I've been doing pretty good with keeping myself thinking positive.

That's really all I can do, and it's all anyone should expect of me. 

And now, a picture of my boyfriend's new kitten, Edi.


  1. Why do you want special recognition for doing what you're supposed to do?

    1. Point to where I said I wanted special recognition for anything. I want LESS attention, not MORE.


    2. Are you fucking dense??

      "I don't feel like I get enough recognition for how hard I work." -you

      Fucking dumbass.

  2. Yay I'm glad you finally wrote another journal entry! English is hard huh? I am starting classes again on the 20th of August and I have to take English 1020, which is the second College English class. I hope it's easy! So you decided to get the Iphone instead of the Samsung? Good decision! That kitten is soooo cute, I just might have to steal him/her!! Anyway, good journal entry, and I look forward to more of the same.

    1. Yeah, 102 is the second college English class. I don't know about your school, but at mine, 102 is the one where I have to write a 10 page research paper. I struggle to write 3 page essays. 10 pages is going to be a nightmare.